The Source of All Evil?

When my teacher said that I was a super villain, the source of all evil, I wished it'd really been so.

Where did my pain come from?

Where did the whole world's pain come from?

If I'd been really a source of all evil, I could've removed all sufferings of myself and this world's somehow. Just by turning all my evil super power to something good, I could've made everyone happy...

I really wished I'd been a super villain. Such an influential super bad guy's repentance could've cleansed the sin of the whole world.

But unfortunately I had no such a superpower. Now I am on the way of my own healing by affirming that I am not evil. I hope I can heal the teacher who himself had enough suffering to label a timid pre-teen child the source of all evil.

I now want to free myself from the illusion of my evilness, so that I can help the world to free itself.