Forgiveness

I feel that forgiving someone is quite easy. But it is awfully difficult to improve my self-image.

Is it because I haven’t truly forgiven the ones who has trespassed me? Do I forgive him only on the conscious level and my anger is simply concealed in my unconscious mind, just pushing all the eyesores into a closet?

I have a very strong feeling that I want to be forgiven… But I don’t know about what and by whom… Don't say I should be forgiven about my original sin by Jehovah. I don't buy it any longer...

Maybe I just want to be forgiven by myself about behaving like a slave driver to myself...

What do you think, my sweet Moon Goddess?