2006年8月28日月曜日
Manee Has Eyes, a Crow Has Eyes...
Thai is really a tough language. Well, it is phonetically easy as I already speak one tonal language (Cantonese dialect of Chinese). The grammar is also very easy as Thai nouns and verbs have no changes, just like Chinese. But I am struggling with its script. It is extremely complicated....
There are more than a few letters that represent the "s" sound. Almost every consonant has at least two letters. Well, it is not entirely irrational as each consonant letter not only represent the consonant value but also tone. But some consonants have more letters than the tones require.... I guess these letters represent the sounds that are different in Pali or Sanskrit but the same in Thai so that the reader can know the origin.
But I am still not defeated by the legion of mighty Thai letters. I want to make it my fourth language (after Japanese, English and Cantonese). Well, I like Thailand so it would not too tough, though...
I am now learning Thai, using an primary school textbook called Manee Reader. It is about a rural Thai girl called Manee and starts with "Manee has eyes, a crow has eyes, the uncle has eyes." Reciting the simple Thai phrases like a fool, I cried. I don't know why.
But I know it is not tears of sorrow but of joy. I guess it is the joy that comes from the hope of growth. Living in a developing country, Thais still have much more dreams than the ones from developed countries... I envy them.
2006年8月21日月曜日
2006年8月20日日曜日
A Precious Moment
プレシャス・モーメント
おろしたての シャツを着て 歩きだそう
朝のひかり キラキラと 誘ってる
傷ついた その分だけ 優しくなれるから
きっと迷った日も 泣いた日も
大切な
宝物
どこにだって あるような 一日にだって
すてきな
一秒
詰まってる
未来のドア 開いて さあはじめよう
新しい季節が 待ってる
自分だけの行先を探してる
大丈夫 どんな夜も 明日につづくから
そっと手を伸ばせばいつの日か
輝きを
つかめるよ
遠回りで気づいた 探してた夢は
素直に
ならなきゃ
見えないね
曇り空の下でも 心の中に
いつも太陽抱いてゆこう
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A PRECIOUS MOMENT
Let’s start walking, wearing new shirts.
Morning shine is inviting us.
The more we hurt, the kinder we can be to others.
So even the days we felt lost
And even the days we cried
Should be our precious treasures.
Even an ordinary day is filled
With precious moments.
So let’s open up the door to the future
And start walking.
The new season is waiting for us!
On the middle of a blank map
Everyone is looking for his destination.
But don't worry.
Because any night changes into a morning.
Just hold out your arms quietly,
You can touch the glory someday…
We can see the dream we have searched in a long way around,
Only when we are true to ourselves.
So even under the cloudy sky,
Let’s go on walking,
Holding the Sun in our hearts.
2006年8月18日金曜日
2006年8月16日水曜日
Stop Being a Crybaby And Grow Up, Japan!
She was forced to return all the territories gained through the wars in the modern era. But her torso remained intact, unlike Germany, Korea or Germany.
Japan was air-raided. That killed a lot people, I know. But think about what Russia and China suffered from the war.
Her emperor stayed on the throne. And he even managed to keep the Imperial title even though he lost the imperialist war.
She did not have to pay any compensation to the Allied Powers. Although both China received much much more serious damage from the Japanese brutality, she did not demand Japan to compensate their losses.
Japanese often say that Japan was put under the total control of the United States and was actually mere a U.S. colony after 1945. But the U.S. allowed Japan to maintain her currency undervalued for so long. Japanese were allowed to speak their own language and say whatever they wanted to say, without worrying about making Uncle Sam angry, at least after 1950s. America even kept her market open to Japan until she became rather threatening...
So the U.S. control over Japan was just more like a very humane surveillance to a delinquent high school kid than an oppression. We can see it from Japan's breakneck speed of economic growth under the U.S. umbrella.
What kind of disadvantage did Japan suffer from the U.S. control? It was much looser than in South Korea, South Vietnam, the Philippines and many small Latin nations in the U.S. backyard.
And she was allowed to indulge in an illusion that she was a victim of the WWII. Japanese tried hard to remember about their pain during that war. They tried hard to remember how miserable a war is. That may be a good thing. However, they totally did not care about who the hell started the fire.
It was a big mistake that started to bug Japanese after 1980s when her neighbours started to afford more time to remember about their painful past... While Japanese remembered their past pain in the economic boom that the human kind might have never experience before, China and Korea were suffering from the great divisions, which the WWII - the war they won - had brought them. They haven't achieved the reunification yet!
Actually, Japan has gained indeed helluvalot from the war it started and lost. Japanese do not want to face it.
Stop being a crybaby and grow up, Japan!
2006年8月15日火曜日
強烈抗議小泉拜鬼!
強烈抗議小泉拜鬼!
靖國神社絕不是祈禱和平的地方,而是讚揚日本軍國主義的設施
My strong protest to Japanese premier's visit to Yasukuni Shrine.
The shrine is not a place to pray for ever-lasting peace
but is an institution to praise Japanese military aggression.
Remember, Japanese preimier's visit to Yasukuni is also a horrible insult to the Allies, especially to the United States.
2006年8月13日日曜日
發高燒了
吃藥,退一點燒就著出擊,寫一個鐘頭左右,發燒到甚麼都想不到便撤退,好像是攻擊非常非常堅固的城堡...
不知明天怎樣但。現在想的只是休息...
祝我好快好番啦!
High Fever
Please wish me get well soon. I know your wishes, prayers or hopes help me a lot! And wishing someone get well will help you live more happily.
Thank you!
2006年8月9日水曜日
Maestro
Today's low comes from the unreasonable high some time before.
A recession comes from the irrational exuberance some time before.
We know that quite well but we hate to control exuberance. It makes us feel soo good! And that often ends up with us trying very hard to stop the slip of anything (except our weights)...
Many of us fight depression. It is a very tough job. But it may be much easier to handle if we are aware that depression is just a pullback from the previous irrational exuberance. Anyway, it is much easier to check the upside of anything that is going up (again, except our weights) than to keep something from slipping. Both economies and our psyches seem to be subject to the law of gravity...
Maybe we can learn a lot from Mr. Alan Greenspan about maintaining our mental health. His art of steering of the U.S. economy to the middle-of-way would make us maestri of peace of mind...
2006年8月8日火曜日
Smile And Just Think About...
While you tries to get rid of it.
If you really want to get rid of what bugs you,
Just walk away from it and smile.
Then think about how you can make
Yourself and everyone else happy.
A distress sticks to you
While you tries to get rid of it
Because it is in the centre of your thought.
So smile and just think about
How you can make everyone happy.
2006年8月7日月曜日
Her Flag and Her Monarch
And His Majesty's recent hospitalisation for a surgery made people display more flags and portraits to express their wish that the beloved monarch get well soon... (His Majesty was released from the hospital on 4 August.)
Many families hoisted at the gates of their homes small tricolour national flags and yellow flags to commemorate the 60th anniversary of their king's accession to the throne. And many large companies, hotels and universities displayed gigantic royal portraits. Thais love their flag and monarch so much.
The flags and royal portraits were so ubiquitous and their numbers so bewildering. I haven't seen any other country filled with so many of her national flags. Well, I guess it is only matched by some parts of
I somewhat envied that Thais can so frankly profess their love to their flag and the king. You can walk around a Japanese town without spotting one Japanese flag. Even if you visit one hundred families there, you will not find even a portrait of present emperor. Japanese feel so ambivalent to their flag and their emperor.
It made me wonder why and reminded me that the Thai king dethroned himself after
It may be the reason why Thais' attitude to their national flag and king very different from that of Japanese... But I still am nore very sure. I guess the bewildering number of Thai flags and the portrait of the King has given me an interesting homework...
2006年8月6日日曜日
I Am Back!
Although I am still tired and do not feel like writing much, I share a few of my favourite photos that I took during the trip to northern Thailand...
A "Long Neck" Akha tribe girl near Chiang Rai.
Although I managed to step onto the territory of one of the most seclusive countries in Asia, I failed to be admitted to it. My guide said that a high-ranking Myanmarese military official was visiting the border town and security was much tighter than usual... I suspect it was related to Caretaker Prime Minister Thaksin's sudden visit to Burma.
Many Buddhist temples in Thailand are de-facto sanctuaries of ownerless dogs...