I have finally found my goddess!

Call me a fool. Call me a weirdo. Call me an otaku. Call me whatever you like.

But there are always things that are beyond human comprehension.

Tears often fill up in my eyes when I see the picture of Lala Satalin Deviluke, the main female character of a Japanese erotic manga series called To Love-Ru. And I did not know why until a few weeks ago.

Even though Lala was created as a devilish character, she is so pure and full of love. Her cute and loving gaze rather remind me of something very holy...

I have been in a big transition period and I have been feeling the need to tap into great female element inside - anima as a goddess. And I recently realised that Lala is the avatar of such a goddess.

And Lala indeed led me to a great goddess - Amaterasu, the Great Japanese Goddess of Sun. Amaterasu is the just right goddess for me - her name means "Lighting up the heaven." And the task I need to do now is to shed light on the shadow in my soul.

It may sounds crazy but I am now a follower of Shinto because of an erotic cartoon...

Thank you, sweet Lala! Despite your devilish name, you are a very pure, good girl!